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Its amazing the date that I stopped posting here.  It makes so much sense to me now... this part of my life was kept dark in my head.
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Ok, so its been a long time since ive updated, and this update wont be that big either. Just wanted to say i didnt forget about this place, and that youmacon was fun (and definately more painful than a nail in the eyeball).
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Well, there aint nothin better than surfin the net while at work. Of course, im only doing it on my break (way too much shit to do today!). From the sounds of it, megan had a good time last night with her sailor stars... thing. I think i remember her comming to bed, and I also think i saw sunlight??? o_o;;; Well, i hope shes awake when i get home anyways. im really hungry right now! i ate a bag of doritos for breakfast out of the death machine. it tasted like really strong cheddar powder... so i nibbled them lol. i dont know what im going to eat when i get home. megan said shed make somethin but... i dont think theres anything clean. ill have to wash a bunch of shit today i guess, but not before i eat something, BAH!
Current Mood:
crazy WHY AM I HERE?!
Current Music:
Hip hop shit comming from the warehouse
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heh, i took the test like mana-hime! sounds like me i think. and hers is DEFINATELY accurate!
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Well, the weeks are flying by!  I need to do something to slow down the passage of time, but until october i dont mind much.  Ive gotten an urge to finally write my novel.  Im planning it out in my head first before I put anything on paper.  Usually when Im trying to go to sleep I think about the plot and outline and characters and whatnot, and refresh myself while Im at work (since alot of it is monotonous paperwork anyways).  Dont want to give too much away to anybody, but one of the main characters will be a (no suprise to anyone) gray fox.  An actual gray fox, not DEEP THROAT.  But thats all for that.  NO MORE!

I tried to make a ytmnd website, but it wouldnt do anything when i hit submit.  its like the button was broken... <.< >.>;;   well, ill try again tomorrow, but it will be really funny!  matt posted two:  http://bpcosplay.ytmnd.com/ and http://manacopy.ytmnd.com/

ive watched advent children about three times now since i first posted on it, and its not as bad as i first thought.  aside from the fact that it didnt turn out the way i wanted it too, it was still really neat to watch.  So, id give it a 5/5 when viewing it from an unbiased position, but from the position of the ff7 story, more like a 3/5.

and just a ps:  when i ranted about noobs downloading ac, i was talking about NOOBS!  everyone that hadnt even played the game and was wetting themselves because they got to see it before anyone else.  not tim or brandon or megan or anyone really that I know (except for matt cook.  hes the one that set me off with the "im going to see it before you hahaha" bullshit).  i was really confused when tim said that i called him a ff noob, and only recently did i understand what he was talking about.  so, sorry for any confusion.  i have been in a funny mood lately with my chemicals being all mixed up like they are.

For future reference, I will also be going as this young stud to acen (if not sooner to youmacon ^.^;;;):

Current Mood:
creative creative
Current Music:
final fantasy VII soundtrack
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Ok, so yesterday matt downloaded advent children, and of course I couldnt handle the temptation of it being in my own house... so I watched it.  And let me tell you

OMWAFFLE ADVENT CHILDREN SPOILERS BELOW LULULUZLU1LIU1L2U3P12Collapse )

Current Mood:
full full
Current Music:
Jet Get Born
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I gave up on my withdrawl, and now am back on anti-depressos.  I couldnt handle work in the shape I was in, and I was only getting worse.  So, back on my dependency on meds, altho I do feel a hell of a lot better now.  My brain was feeling like this... sort of.

For the past couple of days, ive been a vegitable, so nothing really exciting to report about.

 

Current Mood:
chipper chipper
Current Music:
System of a Down
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It has been brought to my attention that a pirated version of advent children can be downloaded off the net.  My response:

you watched the illegal,japanese subtitled version of the greatest film ever made, and Im supposed to be jealous?  whats the point of watching it if you cant understand it?  I would be horribly disappointed if i watched it and didnt know the FULL storyline past the action, but unfortunately for most final fantasy noobs, all they care about is the glitter (case in point:  X, X-2, and XI).  Theres a reason that I hold FFVII in such high regards, and its the storyline bitches.  And I also hold respect for these kinds of things.  I dont steal something this important to me.  so blah, fags.  Eat my cock!

For those of you just tuning in, todays my forth day without anti-depressos.  I think im almost over the hill, but im feeling really shitty so im taking tomorrow off of work.  Everything seems to be spinning, and i constantly feel like im going to black out.  That could also be due to lack of sleep (<.<  >.>).  So, yeah, im kinda moody and whatnot. 

Recently, Ive started playing pokemon again.  Im kinda hopin that therell be others playing it at the con in november.  Ive heard some mention of it, but nothing for sure.  Ill post somethin there to see how many people are interested. 

Ok, i found this just a minute ago.  You must all watch:  http://nsmbcarnegiehall.ytmnd.com/

In other news, the deposit for the apartment has been paid, and electricity has been set up.  Still workin on internet. 

Well, thats it.  Im gettin alittle nauseated starring at the computer screen.  peace out.

   

Current Mood:
sick sick
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22 days. 22 days left of this shit. 22 days left of trash and garbage and rotting food. 22 days of being locked in my room. 22 days until ultimate PWNAGE!! Tomorrow, Im going into that office at aspen meadows, slapping 300 big ones on that ladies desk, and shout "I have won sir! Behold my awesomeness!" This time around, things will be like they should have been. Living with close friends that arent preggo or insane or swine. The house will be the abode of awesomeness in all of awesomedom. Im really excited to hear that tim got a job so soon, and that he has awesome hours too (awesome for his wallet, but not for his lifestyle, lol). Hopefully brandon will be able to move in with us too, but no more that that! Four is good! ('sides, its illegal to go over four in a 2 bedroom townie). Let me just make the statement that I will NOT be a psycho nazi about the apartment, but I will go crazy if I witness the same shit ive had to go through for the last year. You all know that. I just bitch alot... cause it bothers me alot. Its nothing personal to anybody outside of THIS household, but we were already backstabbed once by who we thought were responsible adults. WRONG! So, dont feel anxious or anything. Leaving a mess for a week I can handle (I do it too), but when it starts to pile up for over a month and nobody but me has taken any initiative to clean up their shit, and by the time I do decide they wont clean up their own shit, its already started to grow gnats and mold that ive never seen before (I can count 5 occasions where I had to run from the kitchen with my hand over my mouth about ready to spew from the shit Ive found of theirs that theyve left... and I dont get sick easy). So, anyways, next week i will be purchasing a washer and dryer off of mike, so then all well need is a microwave and well have all of the appliances we need. My mom is giving me pots and pans (nice ones, their the ones she bought for herself but doesnt use anymore), and we will be buying plates and siverware and whatnot, so that will all be provided. What is lacking, timmay should be bringing: couch, tv... i think thats it. I will also be looking to see if I can have cable tv and internet hooked up by the time we move in. There's probably going to be a deposit for it, so i dont know if i can go it alone with all of these expenses. Well figure it out when the time comes i guess. Oh, did i mention that i beat sonic cd? ive been wanting to play it since my sega cd broke way back in '95. It was orgasmic, really. although dr robotnik was a pushover in this one, ill let it slide. the music was way better than in any of the adventure games for dreamcast anyways.
Current Mood:
curious curious
Current Music:
Lacunacoil
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Today marked the third day without any of my anti depressants, and boy was I dizzy all day.  Several times I had to just stare at my desk and concentrate on my breathing, to keep my head from flying away i guess.  I actually took both of my breaks too, which is a rare occasion for me to take even one (my boss usually has to drag me with her to the break room, lol).  But after I clocked out, I started to feel happier, but my head still spun.  So I took half a pill, drove megan and taru to the mall and stuff, and then I went THANK GOD!  So, now im down to just half of a pill left.  Either I can ween myself off of those stupid money gougers, or Ill end up shelling out another 80 bucks for a monthsworth.  Shit, I cant afford that, especially not now.

Showering is wonderful, I must say.  Its my favorite morning activity, unfortunately I take showers at night, lol.  I look forward to sleeping in and showering on weekends more than anything else.  Im sure Im not the only one. 

Does anyone else believe in freudian slips?  watch this http://wolfblitzer.ytmnd.com/  its funny, but its disturbing cause it was live (not edited or anything).  I kind of want him to go play this http://fyadtiger.ytmnd.com/

some other great tiger handheld games:

http://tigerkatamari.ytmnd.com/ http://tstiger.ytmnd.com/ http://tiger.ytmnd.com/ http://conantiger.ytmnd.com/

and this one reminds me of kei lol:  http://conanabuser.ytmnd.com/

Current Mood:
tired tired
Current Music:
Toxicity (album duh!)
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